i hope this could be the one!

today is the worst day ever! me and *piiip* is fighting, and the worst, i involve my bestfriend in this damnnn hellll!! i wonder what to do, even so i need all the help i can get! :(

stand up, wont stop!

son of BITCHHHH!!! fuckk offff dahhh tuhh orang, kalo di baikin ngelonjak, kalo di musuhin tambah ngelonjak!! fuckkkkkkkk, maybe its my fault, but "it" dosent have to be like that!!! dia kira gw tolol?? gw itu manusia cuyyy, gw gak gampang di boongin!! jezzzzz!!!!! i wanna punch "it" in the faceeee!!! "POWWW!!!"
what ever major loser! XP
kenapa yah, gw jadi orang suka marah-marah? sedangkan kalo gw tahan tuh marah, entar akhir-akhirnya jadi dendam! shittt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need prefesional help! XD maybe terapis! wualah! segitunya!
BUT HELL!! I HATE "IT" SO MUCH! WHY WONT "IT" STOP BUGGING ME?????????????

you'll get it soon!

people always says, " I wont leave you! I wont abandon you! " but, in the end they always forgot about me,! the danger part is, if we couldn't hold on, maybe we'll get crazy! I hope that's not happening to me!, because I still have my new and my old bff, bf, and friends! :D but I hope they would not abandon me! :D
my current bff is:

• Haritz
• Fani
• Marco
• nazar
• Anas
• Irvan
• Naufal
• Kevin
  

those people are my top friends, hope that they wouldn't abandon me! :D

Today is just great, I finally have fun with my bf, and for the first time laughing with purpose! :') thanks bf, but there's something missing, where's harits????? :D

really happy! XD

this morning i woke up with a smile on my face, i don't know either, maybe I have a good dream that i don't remember! XD but i feel really great and happy! so i turn on my tv and switch to channel [V], the show is "loop" its played random songs from A list artist, like madonna, miley cyrus, michael bubble, greenday, MCR, and many more, i turn the volume high, the i go to the shower and jump and down! XDDDD having fun! and after that i still dancing, jumping up and down hearing cool songs! XD the at school it become un boring any more, because there's no teacher, i have fun with my bestie, nadhif and all, and fani with luisa! that is the of happiness!

damn, what should i do next?

yesterday, its the day of my good and bad rank, when i receive my report card, i have great result, but i flunk at indonesian and math, ok when i saw my math flunk "hhmm oke" but when i saw my indonesian,"god damnnn!! what the heck??? how could i flunk indo, its weird for me , because i always have good rank at indo! this is just bullshit! X( hope you guys did well at your test! XD

crazy day! :"(

today is just worse, I'm being blame for not showing up at my friend house! they text me "hey why do you haven't showed up yet? are you hiding from us?" and i reply "no, i just not in the mood to be there, because I'm sick and I'm sad about something!'
but they don't believe me, they say "what a puss, if your not coming, why didn't you call us before? damn you" and i felt so abandon by my own friends! :"(